Death in paradise and miscellaneous ramblings

Not our favorite sight There are sailors that tempt the "roaring 40s", make winter runs in the Bering Sea, and even brave tropical storms to test....we're not sure what. That's not us. We try to keep sailing safe, relaxed, and mellow. How is this done? We keep L'ORIENT in great mechanical shape but, more importantly, we check the weather obsessively. Storm coming? We can wait (after all, we don't have a whole lot going on). What throws off these intentions is when the weather report and actual conditions deviate in a meaningful way - like last week. Colon to Bocas del Toro, Panama should have been a milk run. Heading due west...only 120 miles...should be relaxed and fun. Until it wasn't. An unscheduled mega-lightning storm emerged at that witching hour when all bad things happen on passages, 3:00 AM. There is a fear and helplessness that's hard to describe in this situation. You are seated between two lightning rods (your masts) on an otherw...